generally speaking, I’m a happy creature. But once in a blue moon I happen upon a shit awful day and there’s nothing I can do to de-accelerate the speed at which my mood sinks. Nothing horrifying happened in particular – but people and… life in general all rubbed in the wrong way and I CANNOT FUCKING try to lift myself out of this dreaded emotional swamp.
sigh – I was out past 1am last night and skipped my readings and I can’t gather my spirits for tonight’s either. DOOOOOOOMED.
I’ll do the damn notes tomorrow morning.